What are you going to do with yourself?
The question is necessary after a while.
You are poor, you have no prospects, all you have is an amateur education in literature and the ability to say "fuck your mother" in Russian with an atrocious accent.
In this country a man may buy ten or twenty pounds of potatoes for five dollars or a badly made knife for five dollars or a badly made meal for five dollars or he can sell his soul and get a little more. I never knew hate even when I looked into my father, but any hell would have been mine if I could see my own green eyes. In the depths of a cliche I took my mirrors down so that I would not have to see him anymore. I am in every pool of water and I curse the rain when my face splashes by the roadside.
You are poor, you have no prospects, all you have is an amateur education in literature and the ability to say "fuck your mother" in Russian with an atrocious accent.
In this country a man may buy ten or twenty pounds of potatoes for five dollars or a badly made knife for five dollars or a badly made meal for five dollars or he can sell his soul and get a little more. I never knew hate even when I looked into my father, but any hell would have been mine if I could see my own green eyes. In the depths of a cliche I took my mirrors down so that I would not have to see him anymore. I am in every pool of water and I curse the rain when my face splashes by the roadside.
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