At first she spoke without ceasing
about her origins. It was not her fault,
as our town often had this searing
effect on the words of the stranger.
One of the things most maligned
is the impulse to beautifully
find oneself aligned
with others.
With one thing and another,
years passed while sand turned to glass.
She dyed her hair and looked into mirrors
and pronounced herself fit for this morass.
We have for many years been distant
and for most of what was together
I was cruel. She decorates her walls with feathers
as I sit spinning thread onto a spool.
Now she wears long necklaces,
reminiscent of Sixties stars,
eats legal pills and lays her head
in a city with nine million cars.
Men fall in love with her and she tosses her hair
and goes again to climb the stair
and close the door. None again shall pass that way
and split ends glisten like new hay.
Her strength was from some other thing
I must suppose. One lover does insist
on comparing her to a rose,
and though the other may not speak
upon the hallowed bright concrete
that lays beneath the bright-lit streets,
he still can whisper in her ear
of reaping done and what is to be sown.
She chose East and I’ll choose West,
and we’ll fall into the magpie’s chest.
Under her sleeves she declares
her incompleteness and contests
attempts to raise her in the air.
There too, she says, we raze things
that on other days received warm kisses,
and though the ocean dies the easiest
as it is there that all must fall,
our venom can rise to icons placed
in the kindest skies.
It pleases me that I am so fond of her
without the disastrous accompaniment
of comparing her to flowering lilies.
If I had learned to do this
earlier
I would perhaps have
avoided
many troubles.
This is solid. I can relate, too.
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