The birds exploded upward in fear with each strike
of hammer to anvil. His fiery beard was matted in sweat
and he became aware of an armored man at the entrance
of his forge. He took five minutes more and turned.
"What is it, my lord?"
The helmet in the soldier's hands gleamed like raven's eyes
and he said, "I have come for what I am owed. I cannot wait
a single day longer. Why do you delay me? Do you think
that I will not take your head for this treason?
Remember what can be lost."
The smith's eyebrows narrowed and in his eyes there was danger.
"Would you hurry Arrhenius? Shall I send you afield,
upon some mighty charger, wielding a weapon brittle as a virgin?
It cannot be today. Tomorrow. Tomorrow."
The warrior left behind the horseshoes and bundled nails
hanging on their hooks beneath the meager overhang,
mounted his roan horse, and rode away, muttering.
The metal was insulated for its annealing.
In the hands of the smith were small and intricate tools
and he was carving delicate patterns into brass.
Tonight he would not be permitted to return home.
While he slept with fitful dreams the crystals had shifted.
When the sun was threatening to come again he rolled from
his woven reed mat and put blade to grindstone,
the sparks less pain than point would grant,
the clamor weak in compare to clash of edge on bone.
An immense blaze,
red as a lover's tongue when speech has ceased, lapped at the sky.
With heavy tongs he pulled the iron free and plunged it into water.
The steam was an offering to that god who never fails to thirst.
A dozen times more, he made this violent prayer.
In the distance, dust came from wind that was not wind,
the feet of men keeping strong-booted time, their greaves
no longer bright. A stallion sped ahead and was held in reins
just as hilt and guard were fastened. There was no sunset
but the air held the promise of blood and so for a time all men
were dusted crimson. The smith handed the sword
to a man bred for battle, raised from the womb
for the raw work of war. (Oh, better that his mother drank him away!)
The champion tossed a pouch of copper and silver on the ground
and said, "You have done your duty." He rode to be with the banners.
The men marched by. There may have been a thousand. Who could count
so many? He saw their dirty greaves and recognized his hammerstrokes.
The metal plates fitted to their tunics had been mostly his work,
though for such pedestrian labor others had been contracted.
No helm seemed to sit upon a brow as design intended.
Their scabbards were worn and some blades were notched even then.
In front there were the greybeards, their faces stony and proud,
who having been pious all their lives felt no need to beg mercy.
There was the baker's first son, walking beside his brother,
neither having the embarrassment of a shaving cut beneath their belts,
marching. There was the son of a farmer, his skin brown
as the loam he worked just two weeks before. There was
the son of a woodcutter, his face harder than the throwing axes
hanging from harnesses about his waist.
Who would return? Their faces all became the same.
One mother's boy through darkest magic made a hundred,
a sacrifice set with loaded dice, death hurried
though death has never failed to find a door to knock upon,
somewhere in the distance a field parched, laying fallow,
waiting patiently for the sweet gift of the spear.
Behind the conscripts strode men armored head to foot.
The birds no longer seemed to fear a sound.
On all their chests, he saw his breastplates bound,
each longsword from his forge waiting to be whetted,
and all for an offense none recalled but none could forgive,
four hundred men-at-arms clothed for killing by his craft.
He placed two sacks of provisions onto his donkey's back
and heard the hooves but did not feel the air. Each o'erturned
rock seemed the sound of a crushed instep, the tired panting
of everyday exertion of the tenor of pierced lungs,
an indistinct animal cry of pain in the forest the gasping
of a horse that had always preferred sugar to apples
(though of course it would eagerly accept either).
Six days later he arrived at his village.
He knocked upon the door of Greta, who sold cheese and bread.
He knew that her husband would not be home.
In his outstretched hand were silver and copper, pieces of round metal
stamped with the visage of a noble man, and he found he had no words.
She shook her head and with hands thinner than rice paper she
gathered two loaves and a half pound of a hard yellow wedge,
tied it in a leather satchel, and nodded her head in goodbye.
He came to his house, fed his animal, gathered his things,
and opened his door. Immediately he was struck in his stomach.
He looked down to see a mass of bouncing curls with arms
pulled as far around his body as they could go. He lifted his son aloft.
"Ah, Goibniu, you grow stronger by the day. Have you tended the garden?
Are the eggs of the chickens gathered? A month is long to be alone
for one of seven years, even for a man so fine as yourself,
and to remember all the responsibilities of our house is a feat indeed!
Now, if you have made mistakes, it is of no great importance.
Oh, how overjoyed I am to see you! Come, speak to me!"
Goibniu released his grip upon his father and said,
"I have behaved honorably, sir. I have said prayers
to my dear departed mother each night as the stars grow bright,
I have treated animals with kindness, foiled the advances of the weeds,
trusted that the supplies of food you left would suffice until you came again.
Why were you gone so long? You said you held no anger for me,
that all would be explained when you returned. Do not think me rude,
but now that we have embraced, will you keep your promise?"
The smith reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of brass
of exceedingly fine workmanship. All around its treelike form
were birds in miniature (the jay with its proud crown, a sparrow forlorn,
a swan without a home). "Look," the man said, and he removed
a slender pin from what must have been the eye of a owl.
"They all will sing a different song."
He placed the pin through the eye of the sparrow and twisted a dial
beneath the sculpted gift. The strains of the nightingale emerged.
He laughed, "Oh, yes, they all sing different songs, but I'm afraid
that they're not always right for the birds!"
Seven feathered beauties were contained therein and with each
passing song Goibniu's eyes grew with tears. "These tunes,"
he said, "they were not just of the birds. Did not my mother
whistle them at my cradle? Did she make that mournful song
while hanging laundry on a line? Oh, what skill you have!
My father, the most skilled craftsman who drew breath!"
"Ah, my son, you will make the very gods rise against me in anger.
I am but a man, and you too can make anything you desire.
We are not better than others, we must work. Why do you think
that I had to be so long departed? I needed perfect concentration
in order to make you this gift, time for contemplation so that
it would be perfect, would preserve my beloved wife's voice
for you, you who I love above all others. I am sorry to have left you.
Please forgive me." The boy murmured tired phrases.
Soon both were asleep.
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